

I’ve been at an all time low the past couple days. I’ve never felt so burnt out, frustrated or just plain unhappy since, i can’t remember when. I often wonder if this is a sort of rite of passage? If it’s because i’m paying my dues now for a better tomorrow? Or if it was a stupid move on my part, and i’m just wasting my time?
I’ve read so many stories on successful entrepreneurs and the hardships they go through when they’re first starting out, and i wonder if this is that phase? Then they go on about their motivations for struggling through such times.
I look at myself and wonder, where did my drive go? When i first ORD’ed i was full of drive and bubbling with plans and ambitions. I wonder how it all came down to this.