Last year when I skipped my degree course I was super focused, tension all round, hell bent on doing things and doing it well. But lately it seems I’ve lost my sails… too many distractions.
I find myself focusing on the wrong things, thinking the wrong things, doing things that don’t directly benefit myself or anyone. I feel stagnant and rather unproductive. It’s becoming easier and easier to procrastinate and just be lazy because I know there’s a paycheck waiting at the end of the month. There’s no pressure to perform, to push harder. I hate this feeling of laziness and ‘stuck’.
I need to write my own goals on paper and place them everywhere, so I’m constantly reminded everyday to work towards them. Yes i shall do that, NAO!
